This is a dilemma for me. How do I spread God’s love to those who do not want to listen and appear to be ashamed to be reminded of God. They talk about people being the descendants of monkeys and are proud of this theory. The moment someone mentions about Adam and Eve, they push the idea away as if it is a contagious idea. People seem to prefer that their forefathers are monkeys rather than humans. But they have yet to prove monkeys turning into humans. But they so believe this theory.
I am sitting at the Chapel, trying to listen to God and He seems to whisper into my mind to speak of this topic. It is just an urge. A very sad urge on my part since my sons seem to be straying away from believing God. They seem to question if God is real, as I sometimes do. It is hard to keep believing when God is not seen in the physical form, but then again I reamind myself, I don’t see the air, but I know its there. A second of not having air and I will return to dust. Why then don’t people realise that without God their very life is worthless? It is a life without love, without hope, without direction, without meaning and without joy. I cannot not have God by my side. I would be empty and darkness will take over me.